It's all in your mind...or is it in mine?
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Name: Ricky
Country: United States
State: Washington
Birthday: 2/17/1982
Gender: Male


Interests: Womenz, games, work -- ha ha yes i like my job :)


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Member Since: 4/14/2003

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Saturday, April 29, 2006

i have a new philosophy for my life...

Ataraxia.  def: peace of mind.  perfect calmness.  calmness untroubled by mental or emotional disquiet

this is the way that i want to live... at least for now.  just... gotta start meditating, so that nothing can ever bother me.  did anyone see 'lucky number slevin'?  really good movie.  that's where i got the ataraxia from.

goodbye krayzies.


Wednesday, March 01, 2006

anger

one of my best friends' from high school died over a month ago, and i just found out about it today.  what a horrible friend i must be to not have called her in the last month just to see how she was doing.  she died from cancer, which makes me an even worse friend, because i fucking smoke all the time.  i cant believe i didnt find out until today.  this past week has been so fucked up for me, and i really couldnt put my finger on why it was...  i guess i felt that she had past, but i didnt actually know it. 

 

i'm so. 

 

i'm such a bad friend.  i'm such a bad person.  why does it feel like my life is falling apart, and i'm doing nothing about it, just watching it deteriorate? 

 

i need control.  i need space.  and i need time.  time to think.  i think i'm going to spend tonite alone in my car.  and just think. 

 

she fucking died.  died.  and i did nothing about it.  i gotta go

 


Thursday, February 09, 2006

who am i?

Result of Quiz :: Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0
 
You scored as Neo, the "One".



Neo is the computer hacker-turned-Messiah of the Matrix. He leads a small group of human rebels against the technology that controls them. Neo doubts his ability to lead but doesn't want to disappoint his friends. His goal is for a world where all men know the Truth and are free from the bonds of the Matrix.

Neo, the "One"

92%

Indiana Jones

75%

Batman, the Dark Knight

71%

Captain Jack Sparrow

71%

Lara Croft

63%

James Bond, Agent 007

63%

El Zorro

63%

William Wallace

63%

Maximus

63%

The Terminator

54%

The Amazing Spider-Man

50%

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Monday, October 17, 2005

hi everyone.... i live on 8th ave.  please come visit.  i would write all my blah blah blahs about life in here, but i'd rather just tell you in person.  call me whenever... 562 472 5224. it's still a cali number, i know i know.  but yea, life is good, food is good, and everyone should visit.  i'll write more later. 1


Monday, August 29, 2005

less than a fuckin week left.  i hope everyone is prepared, cuz i know i am! :)



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